When the thing had gone away, the people will only realize that how important it is. They will say if you can give me 1 more chance, I will appreciate it. Everyday and everytime, they will say like that but they will never know how to hold the time for now. And, they will be regret again and again. How foolish as a person? Unfortunately i’m the one of that kind of person. Everyday, i will tell myself, how good can be a kid. As a kid, I can do many things as I like,I can believe that something it is not a truth for scienology and nobody will laugh at you because you are a kid.
I miss my family, my family who love me fovever.i’m easier to get mad when i am with my family because i know that they will not angry with me. But, they always treat me patiently. They always concern about me, my father always ask me to study hard because it will help a lot me in my future. He know that I like to read books, he will buy the books for me even thought there are quite expensive, just because i like it. My mum, she is a mother who is very concern about her daughthers. She always worry about me. Even thougth she know that i can handle that things, but she still worry, because she is a mother.My eldest sister is a woman who are quite independent and adamancy, she always keep her thought in her heart. She will never express her love to our family, but she will use her actions to prove it. I can feel it strongly now. She is the one who help come across the problem of facing the new education life in KL.My second sister is loving me so much too although i always have a quarrel with her. Everytime when she came back from outside, she will buy something like food for me because she know that I will like it.Yes, they are my family, but i feel that I always treat them so bad.
I’ll always miss my secondary school’s life. How wonderful it is! Everyday i can laugh with my friends together, we talked about the teachers,we planed where should we went after the class and held some activities together. We always share our happies and sadness with each other. Even we had some argues in the meeting, but it wont affect our friendship because they know me. Yes, they know me. The trust between us would not be changed over the time and I believe that forever. When I’m studying at here, I only realize how wonderful they are which always surround me but i never know how to treasure them before.
And I miss my National service’ so much. Ya, i joined it last year. When I was in the camp, i told my ns friends that i want to go away from the camp, i dun want stayed in the camp anymore because I didnt like the life at there, it was very bored for me. Everyday, we need to stood under the sun for few hours. I hated it! Finally, i left the camp. But, I miss them so much! I miss the camp although the activities were bored, I miss the ‘jurulatih’ in there although they always punished us, I miss the malays in there although i hated their behavior, no reason for that, they are a part of my memory. And, I miss my ns friends. We slept together on the bed;we played together along the corridor;we yawned together in the talk;when i was sick, they took care about me;when someone had left the camp,we cried together. Even though the camp was so tough for me, but the memories are so sweet for me.
There is no purpose for me to write these, I just want to say thank you for you all who be a part of my memories. I know something that are already past away would not be back again. I know, in our life, we will always loss many things. According to someone, when you get something, you must give up something that you own to get them. I just want to avoid something which make me regret that will be happened in my future. Thank you…
